Sunday, 15 June 2014

Days of Thunder!

I think this piece will remain the best ever i will write! i write well when i am angry or atleast thats what i think. Days of Thunder? is that the best i could come up with? Most of you might think that. Well it was a movie that made me think behind my steering wheel, made me wonder if wanted to end up in a hospital bed only to be able to live up and please my ego. But now when i ponder i realise its not the speed that matters but its actually not crashing at that speed that matters. And so is the case with life. Ever since i began to be able to control my better senses(i laughed when she said this) i have realised its always a choice you have to make which matters.To earn more money or to work towards your passion? to keep the one you love or to let her go to the one she loves? do you love dad more or mom? Its always a choice you find your self in between. Well just before you get the idea that i am heart broken fellow venting it out on the keyboard, let me go ahead and disappoint you right away and make you say"damn! i got this one wrong!"
I think the only thing that made me write now was the being very restless. Its confusing how one feeling, one oozy feeling can make you write pages and make your mind wobble and make you wonder about things you have never wondered. I have always thought i over react to small things, but now i am starting to comprehend that these small things are what influence my lives along with so many others who are a part of it. One car spins and a race track is a mess that the cleaners will talk about to their grand children!

I was in conversation with a client of mine whom i asked for feedback with regards to previous services we provided them and he said" i think everything is going well since no one has said anything. People start talking only when things go wrong" It was simple english he spoke in and i was perturbed at the meaning of it. Which i feel is so relevant to usual life too. I have heard too many philosophical things in the last 25 years which by now make me feel double my age. And they are also responsible for my abrupt loss of sense of humor. It just that start of monsoon and i think i named it just right to serve the purpose, not one but many. Here are the days of thunder!
A mess on the track or in life we and the cleaners alike narrate to our grand children!

P.S.: i have been real jumpy and its only because i crave to drive into the rain.

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